24th Entry, September 20th 2008, Angelic Series part 4
" . . . . with eyes closed I could understand something that perhaps it is not me but the things that need me that provides me with the power to move and go, and I understood then that, basically, if it (anything really) was to be it was up to me and that I needed to not do it alone but to draw all of the strength of all of those connections and become an adult and simply knowing that was enough, so after some silly fit and medium term discomfort quietly I went and now I am here and it is really quite beautiful where I am today, this moment and right now. I thank the best and beyond of me for that each day, I am grateful but know myself well enough now and after all of this "growing up" to state that I am still not done yet. There's always plenty to do, but even more than that I find myself interested and actually quite passionate about people's lives. Lets just say I'm alive, smart, with a healthy curiosity - I have my druthers about me young man, now pour...